I just reborn, how come I become a scumbag?

Chapter 522

Tan Zijin never dared to face it, or even think about it, because of the feeling of unworthiness in her heart, which made her feel that she was not moved, or to put it more directly, she was not qualified to love Xiao Xu.

But...

What she remembered most about Xiao Xu was not how much change Xiao Xu brought to her.

What she remembered was the first time she met Xiao Xu in the second year of high school, the sunshine reflected on his face, the youth flying, warm and beautiful, it was the young and immature love that she could not dream of in the dark.

What she remembered was that Xiao Xu was fierce that day, lying to his grandmother, talking nonsense to the neighbors, and just not letting her do any heavy work, and then being fierce and stubborn, not listening to advice, and finally he suffered from a skinned shoulder.

By the way, he was obviously in pain, but he was still stubborn and looked indifferent.

He called me at night, not to blame me, but because he was afraid that I didn’t know the real use of safflower oil.

Tan Zijin is just dumb in words, but not in brains. How could she not know that it was all Xiao Xu's good intentions?

So she recalled that day countless times, and every time she recalled it, she would feel warm in her heart. On the one hand, she felt that she was so naive and stupid, and on the other hand, she was thinking, how could Xiao Xu be such a good person?

He is not only a very good person, but also very powerful. He knows everything and can talk about many truths.

Tan Zijin likes to listen to him very much, and every time she speaks, she is very serious, just like listening to a class.

So what she remembers is that after Xiao Xu finished speaking, he would stare into her eyes. If she understood and agreed with what he said, and gave a feedback that he was very useful and surprised, Xiao Xu would be a little proud with a smile on his face.

At this time, Tan Zijin would feel warm in her heart, and then she couldn't help blushing, and then she lowered her head and dared not look at him.

Moreover, he not only knows a lot, but also is very powerful in action.

Tan Zijin knew that he was a self-disciplined person, a man of action, and a person who could transform his inner strength and ability into real results.

You see, he had just entered college, but he was recognized by many people, participated in investment projects, and made money to buy cars and houses.

The most important thing is that every time Tan Zijin came into contact with Xiao Xu, he could feel the tension between his gestures, and looking at his eyes, he could see a different brilliance and passion.

So one time.

Tan Zijin secretly looked into his eyes, and suddenly a sentence popped up in her mind.

She felt that there were stars and seas in Xiao Xu's eyes!

After this sentence popped up, she habitually drew inferences from one instance, and couldn't help thinking, what about me? What about my eyes?

Then the first thought that Tan Zijin thought of was that there was only Xiao Xu in my eyes.

There were stars and seas in Xiao Xu's eyes, and there was only Xiao Xu in my eyes!

Why would there be such a thought?

But it seems to be true.

Because as long as Xiao Xu says one word, I will act without hesitation.

Xiao Xu's decision is my direction!

Then, doesn't that mean I only have you in my eyes?

Tan Zijin knows that she admires Xiao Xu. She thinks Xiao Xu is invincible. She also thinks that with Xiao Xu, she is invincible.

She is willing to listen to Xiao Xu's words, and especially wants to be what Xiao Xu expects. She even has an impulse in her heart, that is, she really wants to meet all of Xiao Xu's requirements.

Because, she especially likes to see Xiao Xu's eyes and mouth corners every time she affirms herself.

It seems to be saying, Zijin, you are so good, isn't it my credit?

That's right!

It's all Xiao Xu's credit!

Every time Tan Zijin almost impulsively wants to shout this sentence!

Later, thinking about it, oh, how can I be the same as Zipei, but it's right, sisters!

Roommate Mu Jingwen also said about this. She said that Zijin, you and Ruozi get along in the most benign way. They grow and progress together. That's great!

But...

Tan Zijin also thought about it.

In addition to admiration, in addition to being touched, in addition to the impulse to satisfy all of Xiao Xu's requirements and expectations, she can't help but be silly.

She also has a feeling.

Sometimes, she thinks Xiao Xu is actually silly, and he will show obvious childishness from time to time!

Yes, when he is a little proud!

And he likes to play with Zipei. He is also a child in front of Zipei, especially the way he speaks and the various interactions and playfulness. He is obviously a big child.

How can he chat with Zipei about those childish topics so seriously and solemnly?

When eating, he actually raised his hand and said solemnly that he would always love to eat the dishes he cooked, and then ZipeiShe followed him and raised her hand actively, saying "Me too, me too!"

No wonder Zipei likes him so much, to the point that even her sister is not important.

They are clearly two children!

Xiao Xu also likes dogs. Every time he comes home, he moves a small stool to sit next to Da Huang and touches Da Huang's head.

When he walks on the road in the village, he can't help but tease any dog ​​he sees.

Some dogs are not afraid of people. When Xiao Xu licks them, the dogs wag their tails and heads around him crazily, but he says, "Oh, oh, why are you so excited? It's as if I know you so well."

Some dogs are very fierce. He licks them very vigorously, but the dog barks at him, and he gets unhappy and snarls back.

How can an adult be like this?

Also, when talking to auntie on the phone that day, Tan Zijin saw Xiao Xu in front of his mother for the first time. He was so childish, throwing a tantrum, but he didn't have the courage. He hummed and protested, but he couldn't stand auntie's roar, so he hid away in dismay, silently unconvinced.

Auntie told him about his childhood embarrassment that day, and he was also so cute.

I don't know why.

Tan Zijin felt that he liked Xiao Xu's childishness.

Then there was an impulse in his heart, thinking that Xiao Xu was not invincible everywhere and at all times, and he also needed to be pampered and loved.

Tan Zijin felt that he could take care of him, and he wanted to wash clothes and cook for him, and he liked to see him being silly and childish.

He was used to taking care of his family since he was a child, so he should be able to do it well, right?

…

Tan Zijin cried for a long time while lying in Xiao Xu's arms. All the suppressed emotions burst out in an instant. She seemed to be acting foolishly and impulsively again, so she thought a lot at once.

She felt that Xiao Xu took the first step towards her tonight.

That was enough. The remaining sixty-six steps were left to her, because she would take two steps at a time.

Tan Zijin didn't care about the school beauty girl. If Xiao Xu was hurt, it would be her turn to heal him.

Because, when she was acting foolishly and impulsively, she really wanted to be good to Xiao Xu!

Because she also had the ability and qualifications to love someone!