I just reborn, how come I become a scumbag?

Chapter 515

Xu Anruo was talking about Cheng Xuanyu.

It wasn't that he wanted to show his cards, but Xu Anruo had only thought about one thing clearly today.

His previous behavior was too shameless, and he was not a man at all.

Especially the words he said to Mu Jingwen about his emotional state before, which was simply the extreme of being both a man and a womanizer.

Xu Anruo only considered himself.

Even if he thought he had realized the truth, and his self-righteousness and habitual selfishness had changed a lot, but it was hard to change one's nature.

How to say this?

It's actually very simple.

Right now, he was greedy, and he just couldn't let go of Tan Zijin.

And he had the same mentality before.

But what did Xu Anruo think at that time?

He felt that he had no actual behavior.

He felt that he just wanted to be good to Tan Zijin.

He felt that he had done so much, and if he suddenly withdrew, it would be a greater harm to Tan Zijin.

Does this make sense?

To be honest, a little bit.

But it's shameless!

Both right and wrong!

And Xu Anruo has never thought about these things from Tan Zijin's perspective.

Until recently, when Tan Zijin was very hesitant and even inferior when he was with him, Xu Anruo realized that he was wrong.

Is Tan Zijin wrong?

She is not wrong.

She doesn't know Xu Anruo's current true emotional state.

But Xu Anruo can't continue to be vague. Either you confess, or you just lie to the end, and lie clearly!

In this way, even if there is a Shura field one day, the other person is innocent. It is Xu Anruo who deserves to die. It is Xu Anruo who has been deceiving them!

Then the two girls slap Xu Anruo in the face, and they can scold him with confidence, why did you lie to me? Scumbag, go to hell!

In fact, this is the true meaning of the sentence said by the old senior sister.

The senior said that it is your own business to make any choice, but the premise is that you have to think it through, clarify your responsibilities, and bear the consequences and costs.

…

After Xu Anruo asked these questions, his heart rate accelerated a little.

He was very uneasy and didn't know what would happen.

Sure enough!

Tan Zijin, who had just relaxed a little, froze again after listening to these words.

Then, what Xu Anruo didn't expect was that Tan Zijin's hand, which had just been tightly holding Xu Anruo, suddenly loosened. He wanted to retract it but couldn't, and it was just there.

"Is it Cheng, Cheng Xuanyu?" She said as cautiously as a mosquito.

Xu Anruo's heart trembled, and he was stunned immediately!

He didn't expect Tan Zijin to directly say Cheng Xuanyu's name!

But soon, Xu Anruo calmed down.

"Yes, it's her. Most people in No. 1 Middle School should know her. I don't know how to tell you this, but my mother will definitely tell you in the future." Xu Anruo said.

Tan Zijin nodded and said nothing.

Xu Anruo took a deep breath and said:

"When she was a child, she lived across from my house. Later, her family moved away because they were well off. So I have known her for a long time and have been in the same class since kindergarten. I liked her very much at that time, and people around me knew it, but her family didn't like me very much and we had a lot of conflicts."

"By the way, she also came during the semi-finals last week. Fatty was there too, so we were fine. But just because we were close in high school, her mother thought I had bad intentions. Anyway, it was too much. My mother, such a good person, was heartbroken..."

As Xu Anruo spoke, she sighed.

Then he shook his head deliberately, pretending that he didn't want to talk about it, and said:

"Forget it, forget it, let's not talk about this. My mother will definitely tell you in the future. If she doesn't tell you, then... there's nothing to ask. In the past, our two families lived next door to each other, and her father and my father were close friends. Now our two families don't interact with each other."

Speaking of this, Xu Anruo paused and gritted his teeth:

"She and I, um... are just friends. After all, we grew up together. My mother liked her very much before, but now... ah!"

Xu Anruo sighed.

After all, it was a big lie.

Damn it, just say it!

At this time, Xu Anruo found that the hand that had just been released was hugging her again, still cautiously, but a little more forcefully than before.

Xu Anruo could even feel that Hanhan in his arms had a sense of relief.

Sure enough, this is a knot in his heart.

In fact, she had known it for a long time and had wanted to ask it for a long time, but she didn't dare, or she didn't know how to ask it, so she just kept wasting time on herself.

"Zijin, do you have anything else to ask?" Xu Anruo asked again.He rubbed Tan Zijin's head.

Tan Zijin shook his head and didn't ask any more questions.

In fact, there was nothing to ask, after all, Xu Anruo's words were very thorough.

The sentence "She and I are just ordinary friends" basically answered everything.

Another thing, Xu Anruo kept emphasizing and repeating my mother, my mother, saying that my mother should tell you about these things in the future.

This shows the attitude of my mother.

It's just missing the attitude of my father Xu Guangcheng.

What else does Tan Zijin need to ask?

At this time.

Xu Anruo's mood was very complicated.

He took a deep breath again, lowered his head, smelled the hair fragrance and the faint body fragrance, and asked:

"If you don't ask me, then I'll ask you, how do you know Cheng Xuanyu?"

"Ah?" Tan Zijin was stunned.

It seemed that this question stumped her.

But the more this happened, the more curious Xu Anruo became.

He simply pushed Tan Zijin away, asked her to sit up straight, and then leaned down to look at her face.

Tan Zijin was naturally avoiding him, lowering her head even more, and even turned away to prevent Xu Anruo from looking.

But Xu Anruo still saw that her eyes were very wet and red, and there were still traces of tears on her face. Her pretty face was very red, and even her neck and collarbone were crimson.

"Is it difficult to answer?" Xu Anruo asked.

"I, I... I'll tell you something." Tan Zijin whispered.

"What is it?" Xu Anruo's heart tightened again.

"Actually, I heard about Xiao Xu in the second year of high school, and that was when I knew Cheng Xuanyu. They all said that Cheng Xuanyu was the school belle of No. 1 Middle School..." Tan Zijin's tone was still soft.

But the strange thing was that her voice still had a slight tremor, but her pronunciation was rare and clear and fluent.

Oh my god!

High, I heard about it in the second year of high school? ?

Xu Anruo was stunned immediately.

No way?

Doesn't it make sense?

Hasn't this idiot been studying hard all the time?

"Second year of high school? You..." Xu Anruo continued to lean down and try to look at her face.

"Yes, my deskmate. She was in the same class as you in the first year of high school. She often talked about you." Tan Zijin obviously understood the hidden meaning of Xu Anruo's words.

But this answer made Xu Anruo stunned again:

"Deskmate? Who?"