I just reborn, how come I become a scumbag?

Chapter 514

"Zijin?" Xu Anruo tugged at her hand.

When she raised her face, Xu Anruo said "Don't move", reached out and took off her glasses, then changed her left hand to hold her left hand, and used the free left hand to hold Tan Zijin in his arms.

This silly girl was still dazed, her body was very stiff, but after Xu Anruo exerted a little force, she obediently leaned her head on Xu Anruo's shoulder.

She was still shaking violently.

Xu Anruo tilted his head and rubbed her hair with the side of his face.

Then he breathed a sigh of relief and continued:

"My mom is a very good person, and my dad is also very good. Anyway, my grandma is from the village next to yours, and they are all well-known."

"By the way, let me tell you something you don't know. On my grandma's birthday, didn't I help you pick rice stalks? When I went back at noon, my mom asked me what I did. I said that a classmate was harvesting rice and the adults were not at home. After hearing this, my mom asked my dad to come with me in the afternoon. My dad said okay and asked me to say that it was a female classmate. Then my mom and dad were stunned, haha."

Xu Anruo said and laughed.

But the silly boy in her arms was sobbing.

"Then every time I brought the old hen back from your house, my mother would complain about me. She said several times that she wanted to visit your house, but she was afraid that she couldn't find a suitable reason. Once at the dinner table, when she mentioned you, my mother cried... Oh, she said that you really had a hard time, and you really worked hard!"

"Then it was last month, my mom and dad really couldn't help it, and went to your house for dinner. After they came back, they called me, saying that they wanted to recognize a godparent and wanted to be nicer to Zipei, because Zipei was still young. Now they have recognized a godparent. "Yes, red envelope, 88,000 yuan. When you told me this, I was also surprised, but then I thought, my mother is really this kind of person. In fact, money is secondary. I guess I will have no status in the family in the future. Mom and Dad will probably leave the good things to Zipei..." As she spoke, Tan Zijin trembled and interrupted with a choked voice: "Zipei can't..." "Stop, I knew you were going to say that!" Xu Anruo rubbed her head and interrupted. Then, he said in a friendly tone:

"Zijin, I say this just to tell you that my parents are that kind of people. They have been frugal for most of their lives. They are never willing to spend money on themselves, but they are always willing to spend money on me. Now it's Zipei's turn."

"This is the love of the parents' generation. It is their kindness to us. They don't care whether there is a limit to this kindness, but give whatever they have. They don't care what we can give back. They just want to be good to us."

"In fact, Uncle Tan is the same, and so is Grandma. Even Zipei always protects her sister. It's just that each of them has different conditions, so the things they can give will be different, but they are all the same. They all give everything they have."

Speaking of this, Zijin cried so hard.

But Xu Anruo hasn't finished yet.

"There are countless parents in this world. Some parents are rich and powerful, and can provide their children with rich or even luxurious living conditions. Some parents are very poor and have limited abilities. Some are like your mother, who wants to treat you well, but has no chance..."

"Don't cry. I said so much just to make you understand one thing. Some people in this world treat you well without asking for anything in return, and you deserve it!"

"Zijin, you were so thin before, and you took on so much by yourself. The first people you thought of were Uncle Tan, Zipei, and Grandma, and you always put yourself last."

"No, you never thought about yourself. You think you should suffer more, you think you should do the heavy work at home, you think you should study hard to finish your studies, in order to live up to Uncle Tan's support for your studies, and for yourself. I will be more capable of helping this family in the future."

"But this has made you develop a bad feeling, at least in my opinion, which is called a sense of unworthiness!"

"You think too little of yourself, don't you know?"

"I said you are great, especially amazing, but you said it was all my credit."

"My mom and dad miss you, but you are terrified and at a loss, because you feel that you don't deserve it."

"Obviously everything is fine now, Uncle Tan is at home, Zipei said she is the happiest child in the world, the family debt is gone, and everyone hopes that you can treat yourself better, but you still can't bear it, and even fear everyone's kindness to you."

"You think you should be more hardworking, shouldn't spend money recklessly, shouldn't buy beautiful clothes, shouldn't eat delicious food... and so on, even when I say you are great and beautiful,You don't dare to accept this reality either."

"This is the feeling of not being worthy."

"But we all think you are the most worthy!"

"Also, you always like to say silly things in front of me. Why are you so humble? You know, in my heart, there is no other girl better than you in the whole Jiangda! !"

Finally said it.

Xu Anruo felt relieved all of a sudden.

But Tan Zijin in his arms was sobbing so hard that she was already crying.

Cry, cry.

It's right to cry now.

Xu Anruo hugged her tightly, guided her hands around his waist, and then gently rubbed her hair.

"I have been cautious before, but today, I want to say everything I should say." Xu Anruo continued.

"Yeah. "Tan Zijin was still sobbing, but nodded vigorously.

"I know it takes time to overcome this feeling of unworthiness, but what I want to say is, well... every time I saw Zipei before, I thought that Zipei should have what other children have! In fact, you are the same, Zijin, you should have what other girls have, and you deserve it!"

"I hope you also have beautiful clothes, and when you see the food you like, you can satisfy yourself willfully, and then love beauty and conceit, have your own pursuits and hobbies, and don't let yourself be tense all the time, but learn to embrace, love and enjoy the world."

"As for you, you are beautiful and so smart, you can complete the goals set for you excellently, you are very bright now, and you will be full of potential and imagination in the future. "

Speaking of this, Xu Anruo paused.

Because he felt that Hanhan in his arms was obviously enjoying it.

He hugged him very tightly, nodded continuously, and the head on his shoulder rubbed Xu Anruo's chin again and again because of nodding.

At this point, Xu Anruo made up his mind, suddenly changed his tone, and asked softly:

"Zijin, do you still remember that on the day of filling in the application form, a girl called me? And there was a photo of us together in my QQ space before, but I deleted it later. You should have seen it, right?"