Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

Chapter 754 Will You Regret It?

"Mother……"

"What's wrong? My child."

There was a vague sense of uneasiness in the child's heart, but he did not show it.

"Mom doesn't want this, right? Mom doesn't want to live a good life forever. Mom is very sad. Mom wants to be like an ordinary person..."

"Well, so are you willing to stay with mom? Mom will try her best to stay with you for a long, long time, until time can no longer support mom to continue living."

"...Okay, I'll stay with Mom..." The days that followed went by normally. Except for Mom sleeping more and more, coughing more and more, and being confused more and more, there were no problems...

Only an idiot would think that there is no problem. My mother's health problems are getting worse and worse. She can even cough up blood. Can this really be described as no problem?

"Little Eldana? Are you going to see your mother today too?"

"Hmm... Mom's medication has been changed again, but it still doesn't seem to be working... That doctor's medication isn't very effective, maybe we can try a different one."

"No use? Then I have to find some other doctors. Oh, really, I hope my prayers are helpful, I hope the gods can hear my prayers..."

I have no ability and can only hope and pray as hard as I can... hoping for the arrival of the gods, but the gods are very quiet.

The gods came to help, but it was of no use, right?

The help of the gods was of no use. The gods could only delay the time of death, but not for too long.

An empty bamboo basket is destined to never be filled with water.

"..."

"Hmm? What's wrong? Why are you unhappy? Is there something you can't explain? Well, just like Miss Norlinghi, there are always many things she won't tell us?"

"Nothing! Nothing at all!"

The two sides were deadlocked for a while, and finally the adults decided to believe the child's words first. After all, he said that he was a very quiet and good child.

"Okay, I believe you, so can you tell me why you're so unhappy?"

"Well... I have to learn more recently, and I'm very tired, so I'm not happy. It's because of this incident that my mother has high hopes for me, but I have to study very hard."

It's the innocence and worry of a child! Looking at it this way, I must be overthinking it. The contrast between the naive adults and the thoughtful children is quite stark.

"Don't worry too much about grades, you're amazing!"

What a boring adult consolation, such a meaningless thing, but I still got what I wanted and showed a gentle smile. Yes, this is how it should be, isn't it?

"Thank you very much for your concern. By the way, I just heard a child calling your name. You can go and check it out."

After everyone finally left, I finally got what I wanted. I took the meal that had just been placed on the table and brought it to my mother's room. The door was pushed open. At this point, my mother said that I could come in directly because she would not wake up. If the meal was left outside for too long, it would get cold. But my mother was worried about whether Eldana would stay outside for too long and get cold.

"Little Eldana, you're here. I woke up early today. To be honest, I've been sleeping more and more lately. It's terrible. I don't want to sleep that long. Um, what are we having for dinner today?"

"Sweet and sour pork ribs, made by a chef from a distant country. Try it, Mom."

"This is my favorite dish, Mom. Let me try it. Hmm, it looks pretty good," Mom said, picking up a small piece and putting it in her mouth. She smiled happily, having finally gotten what she wanted. Watching Mom's happiness from the side was so beautiful... "It's delicious. The sweetness and sourness are just right. Everything is just right, delicious! Hmm, I'm so happy!"

"Mom, are you done with today's stuff?"

"One more thing, I'll finish dealing with all those annoying things in a moment!"

First, eat your meal seriously. The time spent eating is one of the few moments that are full of good times. While eating, the child is also looking at you seriously.

"Let me help, Mom. I've learned a lot about this lately. Let me see, just like you taught me!"

The child began to deal with the unfinished things, and soon after finishing the meal, everything was done. The child became more and more proficient in this, and could already handle all these things well after his death...

"Hmm... That's great, my child. You're becoming more and more independent. Maybe when I'm a little older, I'll find it wonderful to have you by my side. If mom gets old and can't handle these things anymore, could you help run the stall for a while until a student can take over?"

"...I won't let Mom leave, so Mom, please don't test my thoughts anymore. I hope Mom will live happily forever, so don't say these things anymore..."

This is asking myself whether I can accept leaving. Of course the answer is no. I can no longer accept it no matter what. I should be happy after leaving my mother, instead of suffering inexplicably!

People's obsession is really magical. In fact, they are not happy. Tormented by illness, death seems to be the best relief. But the child will not understand all this, let alone understand why the mother wants to be called a human being. This is normal. The mother has repeatedly told herself that all this is normal. It is normal to accept death, to accept pain, and to accept everything. Only by acceptance can a new life be ushered in.

Having obsession is part of being human, so I won’t stop you, my child. I hope that in the future you will understand that obsession can sometimes lead to unpredictable consequences.

Please don’t regret your decision at that time, then your mother will be relieved.

It's normal to regret your decisions, but I don't want you to experience that.

I will do my best to point out the wrong paths and help you avoid them, but sometimes you need to suffer a little now and then.

This is normal, people always make mistakes.

Only after experiencing mistakes can people know what is right. Children need to experience it. The easiest way to make them understand is to let them try it themselves.

So will you regret it?

Will you regret tying and binding me to your side in the name of love?

Staring at the child's profile, the serious expression was exactly the same as mine before.

"Ok?"

"Mom is watching and wants to see more of your face."