Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

Chapter 753: The color of the eyes should be right?

"...I don't believe you, but I don't have any other options, so I want to hear what you have to say."

"Your mother doesn't want to live forever because she believes that would violate certain rules. However, she also wants to live a good life. Her body isn't strong enough to support her through a full human life, which means her body is already violating the rules."

Listening to the other person telling these things, he looked at them coldly and quietly, just like when he first blinked, cold and without expression or emotion.

"What exactly do you want to say?"

"...I can make your mother's schedule regular, just like the body will repeat itself throughout the week. Her body won't feel any strong discomfort, nor will it notice any problems. After all, your mother's hair and nails stopped growing a long time ago."

"...I need to ask my mother before I can give you a definite answer."

You shouldn't ask your mother those things against her will, otherwise she will feel very uncomfortable and unhappy.

"Well, I hope I can hear the answer next time we meet. Your mother knows my identity. Okay, time to wake up."

I opened my eyes and lay on my mother's lap. This time, my mother didn't open her eyes and stretched out her hand carefully.

Fear filled the little doll's heart. It placed its trembling hand on the tip of its mother's nose. Fortunately, nothing happened...

"What's wrong? Little Eldana..."

Because of the movement, my mother woke up, blinked her eyes drowsily, yawned, and then relaxed in her seat.

"I saw a strange guy in my dream."

"Hmm? What kind of dream?"

"...If everything the guy in the dream said is true, then it was a wonderful dream."

After hearing this, he opened his eyes, put on a serious look, and asked the child to sit next to him, instead of doing what he did just now.

"Can you tell me what happened in your dream? What kind of person was talking to you?"

In this kind of world, dreams do not mean they are meaningless. This strange and magical world of dreams is very special. I have had something similar to a prophetic dream, which reflects part of reality.

"In my dream, there was a person with yellowish-white hair. I can't quite remember the color of his eyes. He had a very gentle smile, which made me unconsciously let down my guard. He told me he was your teacher..."

"Nuolinglaner?" The name appeared in front of him again, and the child shook his head slightly.

"He didn't tell me the name, so I don't know. He stopped mid-sentence and then just mumbled the name."

Do I want to tell you my name? This is normal, but names are special. The other person's name is a divine name. Even if it doesn't belong to this world, it still can't be easily revealed to others. However, knowing only the transliteration without the full name is useless.

"Mom, can you please look for a portrait or something? I remember you had these things a long time ago. Can you confirm if it's this person?"

I finally found it. I unfolded the thick scroll and immediately recognized the image. The eyes are this color, right? I guess...

"That's right, but I kind of forgot what the eye color was..."

"Yellow-green?"

"Hmm, it looks like jade... a mixture of green and yellow. Very beautiful."

Now that you mention it, it seems to be this color, right?

"If this face does match the eyes and the color, then it's indeed my teacher, uh, the one who taught me the longest... He taught me a lot about potions. Is this what he said?"

I want to teach my child personally. Uh, can this be considered my child? Think carefully, is this considered a child?

Can a person who is separated from oneself and is related to oneself by blood, or more precisely, one's own, be considered a child?

"Well... He said that in order to control your time and let you choose to live, he needed me to continue loving Mom, but I have always loved Mom."

"...So you came to ask Mommy's opinion, right? Good boy."

"Well, I came to ask Mom's opinion. I don't want Mom to be unhappy, and I don't want to force Mom to change or anything. That would be too much."

I don’t want to force my mother to change, I don’t want her to do many things wrong, I hope she is happy, I hope she is happy, and she can decide her own life instead of being forced by others to decide what is right in her life.

"Thank you so much for respecting my opinion. I want to live like a human being, not one of pain and sorrow. I've always believed that life won't be that painful, and that it will get better, little by little. That's why I've been working so hard."

"…Is Mom a real person?"

"...What did that guy say?" He keenly noticed the change in tone and address. "My tone didn't scare you, did it?"

"It didn't scare me. Mom doesn't want to be treated as less than human, right? It doesn't matter. I believe in you. You are a human being. Ordinary people are just like the sister I met at the door, and just like Lelan."

"Actually, I've let it go a long time ago. This is normal... I've always felt that everything is normal. I'm not quite like an ordinary human. I'm a bit like a military advisor, a bit like a plant. I'm not human. After I realized this, I wasn't very happy. I felt very uncomfortable. But I've thought about a lot of things... I think I should tell you. Mom, whether I'm a normal person or not is not that important anymore..."

"...Mom is worried about not fitting in. Mom wants to be normal. Mom is worried that I'll be disliked. Mom is worried that I'm unhappy because she's worried that I'll go through the same pain as Mom, right?"

"Um……"

"Don't worry, Mom, I understand a lot of things now. I've learned a lot. I understand a lot. What I mean is that I'm no longer the person who needs help from others. I can already stand on my own..."

"So you can accept death calmly, right?"

"Mom is lying to me, isn't she?"

The anger and rage just now seemed to be pretended, as if it was just to lead to this sentence: Now you can accept death calmly, right?

"...No, Mom really hates being called less than human. It makes Mom uncomfortable because I'm not human, but it doesn't matter. Mom loves everyone, just like everyone loves Mom..."

Just be happy, right?