Quickly wear: The heartthrob wants to cry but has no tears

Chapter 158

Dream...... Sometimes it's a very strange feeling, especially when your whole body trembles into the dream, but for Chen Shusheng, he doesn't dream very often, he experiences a sense of powerlessness more often, a sense of powerlessness when he dies.

After all, sometimes if he was lucky, he could get a period of about five minutes, a time that belonged only to him, and during that time he could feel that he was extremely free.

Whether it is the whistling bullets, or the shouting around him, he will not be bound by anything, shackles, cells, barbed wire, the sky, these can not restrain him in the slightest, he feels that he can sleep in everything, but at the same time he can also feel that his so-called freedom is actually the feeling ......of sinking into death

I can feel everything around me, I am surrounded by an ocean, but I can't swim in this ocean, I can't do ......

But the sea can feel itself adrift in it, it is surrounded by the sea around it, and it can only be beaten by it, and it will be torn apart by the impact of the wind and waves, but it has no way, the endless abyss of the deep sea has no rope for it to grasp, no ......

Clenching their fists, they can only feel the death that envelops them and their surroundings, they look around, but they don't move their hands but wrap themselves little by little, they don't need to do it, because for the endless ocean, how small their own existence is, how small everyone is in the face of death, no matter how they beat it, they can't set off a little wind and waves.

Ultimately...... I gave up, this is my rare freedom, why waste my strength in vain? Feel every grain of salt in the sea water rubbing against my body, look up at the sky and my body is held up by the ocean behind me, and I can't fit in if I'm not dead...... But the sun above the sky drew a golden avenue among the clouds.

But suddenly...... There seemed to be a white dove flying in front of him, he turned his back to the sun, spread his wings, and the brilliant sunlight penetrated his wings to refract one beautiful light after another, and this light pierced his eyes.

It was salvation, the holy angel who had left heaven turned into the wings of a mortal bird, and behind him was the golden avenue of heaven, which landed on the body of a sinner.

Everything in front of the "......" is like a painting, everything in the sky is just an embellishment of oneself and the painting of redemption hope at this moment, language does not even have the qualifications to appear in front of this picture, the words compiled by human hands are so powerless at this moment, they have always been powerless to carry the weight of history, they cannot use their own shape to be written by people they cannot carry, by the heaven, the earth, and the three of the three together splashed magnificent paintings.

Everything was silent, everything was silent, the white dove in front of him slowly fell, landed on his chest, tilted his head and blinked his eyes, as if to observe how he should bring his salvation to the person in front of him, what the end of all this should look like, everything needs time to think.

Finally, the white pigeon poked out his head and gently tapped the eyes of the person in front of him, and for a moment it seemed as if something was over, and something was born.

I stood up, opened my eyes with difficulty, the light around me was so intense, looked around, full of clouds and the sunlight wrapped in it, took a step and gently brushed away the things in front of me with my hands, and saw a magnificent paradise built by clouds, or by a person.

Because those clouds, which are the bricks and stones of heaven, have the same appearance as human beings when you look closely, are they human beings?

I don't know ......

God created man ...... in His own image

The bricks and stones of heaven have the same appearance as man, so are they also created by God according to man?

Filled with doubts, he pushed aside the clouds and walked forward, knowing that he could only see clearly what these human-shaped clouds in front of him were.

They had no facial features, so no one could tell their faces, but they were all human beings, and I was sure of that, and though they all had no faces, they all looked different, either they raised their hands as if they were shouting something, and a little merged their hands together, and prayed among the bricks and stones of heaven, some as if they were charging and running, and some of them were dejected, and they were clearly in heaven.

It's a strange ......

I asked ......

Obviously they don't have any facial features, but they see in them the seven emotions and six desires of people, and they stare at the empty faces, they seem to be shouting, as if they are praising and roaring, but there is no sound around them, everything is so silent, the sound does not appear in the painting, and everything in front of them is the same, there is no sound ......

Huh~Huh~Huh~

The wind and clouds changed in a trance, all the clouds moved, and the rolled clouds filled his face, blinding his face, but this feeling was not uncomfortable, on the contrary, he felt a sense ......of comfort, and his whole body was excited, and he wanted to join in it, and how good it was to put himself into this cloud

The wind and clouds stopped, everything in front of him became visible again, he was shocked, countless bricks and stones were staggered in everything, their limbs and bodies were close to each other and staggered from each other, all the masonry and stone were closely linked to everything, hooked into a great force that could not be destroyed, and told himself what true power was in the simplest and simplest way.

I looked at everything in front of me for a long time and was shocked, everything in front of me was so shocking.

And at this moment, the white dove just appeared again, and he flew in front of him again, poking out his head ...... himself again

Open your mouth ......

The

crows pecked at the carrion in front of them, and there were so many crows in flocks, but when they were scattered on the ground, they were so sparse, after all, the number of delicious meals on the ground alone was far more than them, so there was no need to worry about not enough to eat.

Suddenly, one of the crows raised his head and stopped pecking, looking around at nothing, except for the patches of food mixed together, there was nothing worth noting, countless colleagues were enjoying the hard-won meal in front of him as much as he did, after all, it was really not easy to make the food so broken, it was really a very difficult thing......

"......" looked at everything in front of him, and then looked around at everything that was blended around him.

Stretching out his palm, it turned out that his body had already rotted, and his eyes had long been empty, but why...... It's not a strange feeling, and it even feels normal, very ...... it's incredible

It turns out that he is already a walking dead...... It's all the walking dead, they're bricks, they're blades, they're bullets, but they're no longer human......

"......" didn't say anything, just quietly looked around with his dark and empty eyes, and when he raised his head, he could still see the golden avenue in the distance, and there were still countless bricks and ......stones around him

No wonder...... No wonder I didn't see the people walking around in heaven, after all, the bricks and stones that make up the bottom layer are even looking up at the light of the sky is an unrealistic luxury, and all the glory and riches, redemption and forgiveness have never come ......

The crows continued to peck at the delicious meal in front of them, and above their heads was the golden avenue of ...... formed by the warm sunlight of the sun and the white clouds

"G36......" In a trance, G36 seemed to hear Chen Shusheng's voice, and with the restart of the body, G36 slowly opened his eyes.

"Finger, Commander......" Looking at Chen Shusheng in front of him, G36 said softly.

"Whew~ It seems that the situation is not bad, at least you can still see me. Looking at the gradually recovering G36, Chen Shusheng breathed a sigh of relief.

"The enemy just used not only the EMP, but also some kind of weapon that we don't know now, to invade your mind cloud, but don't worry, it's okay now. Chen Shusheng wiped the sweat from his forehead.

"......" G36 didn't speak but was thinking about something, did he see something just now, but ...... Some can't remember ......

But I must have seen something very important...... But some can't remember ......

"What's wrong?" Chen Shusheng looked at G36 in front of him who looked a little dazed and asked, don't look at him very calm now, but his heart is extremely churning, he should have cleared all those miscellaneous things with DNI, right, could it be that he didn't clean it up? No, ......

"I, I think I saw something......" G36 said with some uncertainty, she couldn't remember what she had just seen.

"Huh?" Now it was Chen Shusheng's turn to wonder, he didn't find anything when he cleaned it up just now, those data were just useless and disorganized code and data, how could he see any picture? Could it be that he was ...... when he was hit by EMP

"I'm not sure, and I can't remember what I just saw...... I'm sorry, Commander, I may have lost some important information......" G36 lowered his head as if he was very guilty, but Chen Shusheng smiled slightly and gently picked up G36 with his hand, letting him face him.

"That only proves that those so-called pictures are actually the enemy's interference methods, and now that they have been cleared, you naturally can't remember them, just be fine. Chen Shusheng gently helped G36 up, and then just raised his hand and retracted it.

"Sort yourself out a bit, the battle will continue, I'll go see how the others are recovering, and we'll meet in the computer room then." "Although we have already used DNI to clean it remotely, we still need to confirm it with our own eyes.

"Hmm. G36 nodded, then looked down at his collar, although it was a little messy, it didn't spread out, why didn't the commander help him tidy up?

At the same time......

"Why didn't the commander take the opportunity to take advantage just now?" Could it be that the commander wants to maintain his image?" RPK-16 followed behind Chen Shusheng with a wicked smile, "But why did you stretch out your hand again?"

"Ahem......" At this time, even Chen Shusheng couldn't help but look embarrassed, he accidentally forgot the identity of G36 just now, "I was negligent just now, I directly helped G36 sort out some ...... Well, it's not appropriate...... "

Oh?" Hearing Chen Shusheng say this, RPK-16 let out a meaningful exclamation, the meaning of which is probably only known to him.

"Does the commander still care about this? It's really strange......" RPK-16 looked at Chen Shusheng with a wicked smile on his face, while the latter looked at RPK-16 speechlessly, this RPK-16 is even better than UMP45 in terms of crumbs, sooner or later he will have to teach this disobedient little ...... Big cats.

"Commander looking at me like this......" RPK-16 smiled and reached out and tugged at his collar, "It's daytime, but if you want, Commander...... It's not impossible—" Before RPK-16 could finish speaking, Chen Shusheng struck her head with a knife.

"Really, why do you look at me like this, am I the kind of person who is greedy for money and lustful?" Chen Shusheng said speechlessly, it has only been a day, and there are two people who have made beauty tricks on her, but they have failed to grasp the core point of beauty tricks...... As far as RPK-16 is concerned, which can be said to be a clumsy method, Chen Shusheng doubts whether RPK-16 is from the Security Bureau.

Anjie: Obviously, you are.

M16: Yes, yes, I agree.

"Of course the commander is not, but I hope the commander is...... But then again, it's clear that everyone belongs to the commander, and the commander can do whatever he wants, and everyone obviously won't have anything to say. RPK-16 said in mock contemplation.

"Your first half of the sentence is really brave......" I have to admit that RPK-16's communication ability is to say nothing more, unlike people like themselves who are silent and introverted and have no words to speak, RPK-16 can always get along with everyone, but can always burst out of the mouth some embarrassing words.

"Can the Commander explain why? I'm curious that the Commander could do this. RPK-16 looked at Chen Shusheng with burning eyes, making the latter quite speechless, where did you come from, a curious baby, you belong to the stage.

"It's really speechless...... As a humanoid form, you're really not passing by the head. But there's nothing to hide about it, and it's okay to say it. As soon as Chen Shusheng finished speaking, RPK-16 immediately said energetically.

"Please tell me more about it, and I'll work in that direction. RPK-16 stared at Chen Shusheng expectantly.

“...... I really can't help you. Chen Shusheng muttered speechlessly, "I said it a long time ago, I respect everyone, I will not force everyone to do things against everyone's will, I am the same as you, we are equal to each other." Chen Shusheng's answer is still so simple and simple.

"Is it that simple?" asked RPK-16.

"It's as simple as that, how complicated do you want the reasons to be?"

"I thought you were casting a long line to catch a big fish, turning everyone into a person who couldn't live without you, Commander...... In the end, it turned everyone into a situation where they couldn't think as soon as they left the commander. RPK-16 calmly uttered a terrifying thought.

"What a terrifying idea of you......" Even Chen Shusheng had to sigh at the idea of RPK-16, the human form of this Security Bureau is so rich......

"Is that what you all think of me...... But yes, it's normal for you to think like that. However, it is not Chen Shusheng's style to be beaten passively all the time, and at this time he needs to skillfully shift the focus of the topic and regain the initiative.

"Oh?" RPK-16 was really curious at this time, "Why does the commander think so, is there any reason?" "

After all, what am I talking about, a person, a normal person. Chen Shusheng said.

"Why do you say that?" asked RPK-16.

Chen Shusheng didn't answer directly, but asked RPK-16 a question.

"RPK-16, what do you think it means to have a soul?" asked Chen Shusheng.

"This ......" Faced with Chen Shusheng's question, RPK-16 was a little confused, the gap between the front and back of the conversation was a bit big, obviously it was still discussing vulgarity before, and now it was suddenly changed to a philosophical question......

"Only man has a soul. RPK-16 said, but Chen Shusheng smiled.

"Soul...... Do you think, or do you think, that you will hurt me by pulling the trigger on me?" asked Chen Shusheng.

"No, there's no way I'm going to hurt the Commander. RPK-16 said.

"That's right, then you're beyond my soul...... Because at any time I could pull the trigger and hurt you.

"Your souls are far whiter than mine. "