I just reborn, how come I become a scumbag?

Chapter 517

Actually, it can't be considered a confession.

But this sentence sounds so touching.

The sun in my life, the weight made Xu Anruo feel a little ashamed for a moment.

He was still in a daze.

Inexplicably, my heart felt particularly heavy, and my chest was a little breathless.

Xu Anruo thought very clearly, he knew that he couldn't be honest, and he couldn't continue to be vague, so he could only lie.

Otherwise, what else?

Confess?

How to confess?

Say that Cheng Xuanyu and I have secretly confirmed the relationship, and now the opportunity is given to you?

Or be more shameless and say that I rejected her at the beginning, I wanted to be with you, but Cheng Xuanyu made it impossible for me to push her away?

Is your brain broken to say this? !

Isn't this relying on the fact that she is stupid and only has people in her heart, and then letting her know the truth in disguise?

To put it bluntly, no matter how Tan Zijin responded, this statement was a degradation or even an insult to Tan Zijin's personality!

Actually, in his previous life, Xu Anruo had told many lies to many girls, and he felt at ease with them.

How to describe this kind of thinking?

Perhaps only the Sea King who had experienced this would understand and agree with him.

Xu Anruo was particularly impressed. In his previous life, there was a very good girl, who was also the only girl who took the initiative to break up with Xu Anruo.

The girl cried and said to Xu Anruo at that time:

"Xu Anruo, do you know? Even if you lied to me, it's better than me lying to myself all the time..."

That girl helped Xu Anruo to rise a lot.

Later, Xu Anruo could easily tell lies without blushing or beating his heart.

But this time.

Xu Anruo was a little breathless.

When he said that Cheng Xuanyu and I were just friends, he felt okay in his heart, and he didn't feel anything at the beginning.

After all, there is no essential difference between such words and "She is just my sister", "It is not what you think between us", "If you think so, I can't help it" and so on.

But what Xu Anruo didn't expect was that after a while, it seemed that the aftereffects came.

He didn't dare to think of Cheng Xuanyu in his mind.

It was the feeling of guilt from the aftereffects!

Alas!

How did he come back alive after being reborn?

It seems that the mouth can deceive people, but the heart can't deceive oneself.

At the beginning, I kept saying Cheng Xuanyu, don't do this, but in the end, I made up my mind and said, damn it, let's be together.

Now I keep saying that I am afraid that if I withdraw, it will cause greater harm to Tan Zijin, so I have to put him in a position that is neither too close nor too far.

But when I saw that Tan Zijin fell into internal consumption and had nowhere to go because of this sense of distance without response, Xu Anruo's heart was made up again.

After making up his mind, it was very sweet to be with Cheng Xuanyu.

After telling a big lie, the silly girl in front of him untied the burden in his heart, and he became much cuter all of a sudden.

Damn it!

It has come to this point!

What's the point of thinking about those things?

Anyway, I have decided to be with them in this life!

I have said it all, if I feel guilty, I will make up for it in other ways, if I get it, I am lucky, if I lose it, I will die!

Xu Anruo gritted her teeth and made a self-attack strategy for herself in her heart!

I didn't go there to deceive or play with feelings, I was really moved, and I was willing to give everything.

Think about my past life, relying on my wealth, status and personal charm, I have experienced one relationship after another, and I talked when I felt it, and broke up when I didn't feel it anymore, so why should I consider these? Why should I feel guilty? Goodbye, the next one will be better!

So!

It is impossible to be honest!

I can't be honest to anyone!

At least not now!

Because being honest means throwing the problem to the other party, how do you want Cheng Xuanyu to respond? How do you want Tan Zijin to make a choice?

In addition, if you don't confess and leave the problem to the future, time will prove that Xu Anruo's sincerity is not so unbearable, and there may be a relatively optimistic turn.

Even if there is no, then Xu Anruo deserves to die.

At that time, the two girls will cut Xu Anruo with a knife, and righteously curse, "Big liar, dead scumbag, I will make your life unpredictable!"

In addition, Xu Anruo has also thought about the next step, and he has to do something serious.

Before, I thought that since I was reborn with great difficulty, I would not toss around, and first feel the youth and relive the student days.

Now the novelty has passed.

In addition, it is not easy to deal with two relationships at the same time because Xu Anruo in the previous life really became a man after graduation, and he really lacks some experience.

Of course, I have to make a name for myself, earn more money for my wife, and keep my back straight so that outsiders will say less gossip.

……

At this time.

Sitting next to her, Tan Zijin secretly looked at Xu Anruo's profile.

She didn't wear glasses, and it was night, so it was a little blurry. She only felt that the boy's profile was very handsome.

She blinked, and it seemed that her eyes were a little wet and red.

Her left hand was still held in the palm of the boy in front of her, without interlocking her fingers. Her little hand was clenched into a small fist, and was wrapped in the big hand of the boy in front of her, which was very warm.

Tan Zijin felt that tonight was so dreamy that it was a little unreal.

She was stupid, but she thought a lot.

She remembered that on the first day of the second year of high school, Wang Fang, the chattering and talkative classmate, secretly poked her with her elbow, and then complained in a low voice, saying that there was no good-looking boy in our science class.

Tan Zijin was stunned and a little scared at the time, because she didn't even know the name of her new deskmate, and there was no way she could discuss such embarrassing topics as whether a boy was good-looking or not.

At that time, Tan Zijin shrank back and didn't know how to speak. After a while, she continued to concentrate on doing the questions.

But after a while, Wang Fang poked her again and said that there were really no good-looking boys. Oh, by the way, I transferred from the liberal arts class. My name is Wang Fang. There is a boy in our class who is very good-looking and has good academic performance. His name is Xu Anruo. Isn't it a nice name?

That was the first time Tan Zijin heard the three words Xu Anruo. She was stunned and didn't care too much. She just wrote her name on the manuscript paper with beautiful handwriting.

Wang Fang took a look and said, wow, your handwriting is so beautiful? Wow, is that your math paper? How come you got such a high score? Wow, Tan Zijin, your nose is so beautiful!

The new deskmate was yelling and yelling, which scared Tan Zijin again.

Tan Zijin didn't like to talk, and was even a little autistic. Many people would be very tactful and not bother her after one or two encounters.

But Wang Fang was different. She was too talkative and had no sense of boundaries. She even ate snacks in class and talked about Xu Anruo to Tan Zijin when she had nothing to do.

Maybe Wang Fang praised Xu Anruo too much, so she left an impression in Tan Zijin's heart.

She remembered this name.