I just reborn, how come I become a scumbag?

Chapter 364

In fact, it is not like that at all. She is hesitant and uneasy. It is a negative emotion with great mental pressure and she is very unhappy.

Now it happens occasionally, especially when talking about Zhang Hongzhi.

Zhang Hongzhi's attitude is like a time bomb in Cheng Xuanyu's heart. She doesn't know what will explode, and she doesn't know what the result will be after the explosion.

As long as she thinks about it, she will feel uncomfortable and unhappy.

Xu Anruo doesn't want her to be like this.

She is only eighteen years old.

It is the best stage of life.

In fact, the key problem is her personality. Many problems cannot be resolved in a benign way, but she likes to hide them in her heart and carry them alone.

Are the problems in the previous life really unsolvable?

Think about it, it may not be.

At least she was more determined at the beginning, faced it when she should, and confronted it when she should, so that she would not be controlled and tied up by Zhang Hongzhi later.

Cheng Xuanyu in the previous life was also a tragedy on a personal level.

When I first entered college, I was still enthusiastic and expectant. I joined clubs and college organizations, but I quit all of them later.

I used to like music and dancing, but I gave them up later.

Life should be colorful, but she didn't know what happened. She was always trapped in the gray tone and could not get out.

In contrast, after Xu Anruo was hurt because she was not chosen, she went to another life.

That was not a gray tone, it was so fucking colorful.

Of course, this may be the difference in the nature of people.

At this time, Cheng Xiaomao stared at Xu Anruo blankly, her eyes gradually turned red, her eyelashes trembled and her eyes were blurred with tears.

"Why are you crying again?" Xu Anruo smiled, her voice gentle.

"I don't know..." Cheng Xiaomao buried her head in Xu Anruo's neck, choked and shook her head.

Xu Anruo didn't say anything, just hugged her quietly, waiting for her to slowly digest and adjust.

I said before that I would be myself.

Now I say don't worry about the future, because Xu Anruo is always there.

Actually, it's not a big deal if you think about it.

At present, Zhang Hongzhi is obviously weak, and her means are just that. She is also afraid that Cheng Qigang will really divorce her and that her daughter will really abandon her.

Besides, in the future, Xu Anruo now has potential and solid basic guarantees.

So what is there to worry about?

What else is there to be unhappy about?

Why do you still have to worry about yourself?

Once you figure it out, the clouds will clear and everything will be different.

Sure enough!

Not long after, Cheng Xuanyu, who was hugging Xu Anruo's neck, took a deep breath, opened his eyes and looked at Xu Anruo.

Although there were still traces of tears on his face, there was light in his eyes and a smile on his lips.

"Xu Xiaogou, it's great to have you!" She couldn't help but say.

It was also at this moment that Xu Anruo's inner emotions suddenly burst out, and then he got drunk.

He stared at Cheng Xiaomao who was so close to him, and suddenly felt that it was not easy. After two lifetimes, they could finally embrace and love each other without any scruples.

"Xiaomao, I love you!" Xu Anruo's Adam's apple moved, and her voice was a little hoarse.

Then, as if he was desperate, he suddenly pulled Cheng Xiaomao over again, hugged her tightly, rubbed his cheek against her hair, and added:

"So loving, you know?"

Cheng Xiaomao didn't say anything, just cried, crying all the time.

But the arms that hugged Xu Anruo were so strong.

The complicated emotions buried in their hearts suddenly burst out.

"But, but..." Cheng Xiaomao cried.

"But what, say it, say it all, Xiaomao." Xu Anruo responded.

"But you said during the summer vacation that you didn't like me anymore. Do you know how sad I was at that time? I, I thought I was going to die... Woo woo" Cheng Xiaomao cried even harder.

Xu Anruo was very happy that she could speak out and vent all her emotions.

Xu Anruo couldn't explain it clearly during the summer vacation.

But he didn't avoid it. Even if he lied, he would apologize solemnly:

"Little cat, I was not good at that time. I was in a bad state, but that was a lie. In fact, I was also in pain. That day in the kindergarten, it was where the elephant slid down the slide. I..."

"Don't say it anymore. I know everything. When I saw you at the small gap that day, I knew you were lying. Then I told myself that it didn't matter. Everything didn't matter, Xu Xiaogou..."

Cheng Xuanyu didn't let Xu Anruo continue, but said it didn't matter very seriously.

This time, she really didn't matter.

Then she broke away, holding Xu Anruo's face. Although she was still crying, she smiled like a flower and said very seriously and solemnlySaid:

"We'll be fine from now on, okay?"

"Yes!"

"Don't say anything against your will anymore, you arrogant ghost!"

"Got it! No, I'm arrogant, right?"

"Aren't you still arrogant? On the first day of school, you sent me to the car, you were worried about me but didn't say it, and pretended to be indifferent, but when the car was about to leave, you got in and turned your face away and didn't look at me, humph!"

"...Be a man!"

Xu Anruo couldn't defend herself, so she could only say this.

Cheng Xiaomao simply sat on Xu Anruo's thighs, getting more and more presumptuous, pinching Xu Anruo's face and snorting:

"You're still a man~ You're obviously a boy, but you're even more bad-tempered than us girls!"

But after saying that, Cheng Xiaomao's face was full of happiness, especially happy, pinching Xu Anruo's cheeks and shaking and giggling:

"Although you looked bad those times, I still feel very happy when I think about it, because you couldn't help caring about me, right? Xu Xiaogou?"

"...I won't admit it!"

"I still won't admit it~"

Cheng Xiaomao exaggeratedly imitated Xu Anruo's tone again.

Then when Xu Anruo turned her face away and pretended to be cool, she suddenly came over and kissed her directly.

Hmm? ?

Xu Anruo was stunned.

Why is she so bold?

But it's not over yet!

It's even more outrageous!

Cheng Xiaomao actually bit it lightly, and then let go, his face flushed but still bold, humming and snorting:

"Aren't you very hard-mouthed? You're obviously very soft!"

Good guy!

Xu Anruo said directly, good guy!

But to be honest, Xu Anruo was not just surprised, but more pleasantly surprised!

He knew that this silly girl who always had to deal with her inner friction had really grown up this time and figured out a lot.

Yes!

She should be like this!

Sometimes weird, always cute, and full of youthful vitality!

"You actually said I was soft? Ha! Ha! Then let me let you feel what toughness is!"

Xu Anruo couldn't bear it, and rushed forward.

With his hands on Cheng Xiaomao's slender waist, he pushed her who was straddling his legs into his arms and bumped into her.