I just reborn, how come I become a scumbag?

Chapter 360

"What's wrong, Kitten?" Xu Anruo said softly.

"No, it's okay." Cheng Xiaomao's voice was a little choked.

Is she crying?

Why is she a crybaby again?

"Crying again?"

"No, I, I just feel that I'm very bad, but you're so good to me, Xu Xiaogou, I'm afraid I can't be your girlfriend..."

Cheng Xiaomao cried.

Xu Anruo's heart trembled, hugged her tightly, thought for a while, and said in a concentrated voice:

"Kitten?"

"Yeah."

"Before being a girlfriend, you have to be yourself first, understand?"

When Xu Anruo said this, the little crybaby in her arms trembled and was suddenly stunned.

She gently broke free, raised her face, and stared at Xu Anruo with wet red eyes, as if she understood something, but didn't quite understand it. She said weakly:

"Xu Xiaogou, you, what did you say just now?"

"I'm talking about you. What's more important than being my girlfriend is being yourself. Didn't you say that day that Uncle Cheng is very happy to see you now, because you are slowly moving towards independence, and I am also very happy to hear it."

Xu Anruo explained seriously.

After speaking, he paused, and then said:

"You always think that Aunt Zhang's opposition is a huge trouble and obstacle, but it's not the case. You care too much about it, and you take Aunt Zhang's attitude too seriously.

Of course, I'm not asking you to rebel. I hope you can be more independent, centered on yourself, starting from yourself, thinking about what you want, what you pay, and what you can endure, and finally facing and accepting it all calmly?

You didn't obey Aunt Zhang's will, which is not wrong, because that is really not what you want.

But it doesn't mean that you are big It's no big deal to be disobedient and unfilial. You are still her daughter, and you can still be filial to her in other ways. These will not affect your obligation to care for and support her in the future.

There is also love. Love, like family affection, is also a part of your life, but not all. There should be many equally important things in your life, your studies, your friends, your pursuits, your passions, and yourself!

So, before being a girlfriend, be yourself first, and before being a child, be yourself first!"

Xu Anruo said a lot in one breath.

During the National Day holiday, Xu Anruo not only examined herself, but also carefully examined Cheng Xiaomao's personality and current situation.

Have you said she changed?

It seems that she has changed, but it seems that she has not changed.

She still has an ostrich personality and is still too dependent. She used to rely on Zhang Hongzhi, and then she turned to rely on Xu Anruo after the relationship was confirmed.

It is easy to lose yourself if you rely too much.

Now she has a conflict with Zhang Hongzhi and is trapped in self-doubt and struggle.

If there are conflicts in the relationship with Xu Anruo in the future, she will still be in this state. No, she is like this now, worried about gains and losses and afraid of this and that.

Xu Anruo hates Zhang Hongzhi very much.

Sometimes I want to directly intensify the conflict and let her family break up with Uncle Cheng.

But is this really good?

Is it the best solution for Cheng Xiaomao?

No!

If Cheng Xiaomao is still the same, once the family breaks up, she will feel guilty and think that all this is caused by her.

After all, she is only this age, just 18 years old.

But Xu Anruo is different. Xu Anruo is an experienced person and has formed a mature self-cognition and evaluation system.

He will never treat Cheng Xiaomao casually and just talk about happiness.

At this time, Cheng Xuanyu was silent, obviously digesting and understanding what Xu Anruo said.

Xu Anruo was not in a hurry, waiting for her slowly, and hugging her gently.

After a long time, Cheng Xiaomao raised her face, smiling, tilted her head and looked at Xu Anruo, blinking again.

It can be seen that she is in a much better mood, and obviously understands a lot of things.

"Xu Xiaogou, you are so great now!" she suddenly said.

"Uh... why are you praising me? No, did you listen to what I just said?" Xu Anruo was slightly stunned.

"Yeah, you are right, starting from me, facing the choice I made calmly, and accepting all the consequences of it.

For example, my mother, in fact, I am not too sorry for her. I will always be her daughter, and there will be many ways and opportunities to repair and make up for it in the future.

For example, Xu Xiaogou, you are good to me, I should accept it happily and remember it in my heart, and don't have to cry and worry about not doing well, but double it back to you in the rest of my life!

Am I right, Xu Xiaogou?"

Cheng Xiaomao blinked her eyes, and there was light in her two watery eyes, smiling as if waiting for Xu Anruo's praise.

Xu Anruo smiled.That's right!

He nodded pretentiously, put on an old-fashioned look, and said:

"You can think like this, which means you have really grown up, okay, not bad, not bad."

"Okay, not bad, not bad~"

Cheng Xiaomao imitated Xu Anruo's accent.

Xu Anruo frowned immediately, unable to bear it:

"You dare to imitate me?"

"What? Come and bite me!"

Cheng Xiaomao was very rampant.

Xu Anruo smiled:

"Is there such a good thing?"

After saying that, he pounced on him.

Cheng Xiaomao realized that he had miscalculated, and quickly raised his hand to protest, saying repeatedly:

"Wait, wait a minute, I don't mean that... Um, um..."

The two did not play around for too long.

After that, Cheng Xiaomao began to design the soft furnishings of this small apartment very seriously, and wrote down what to add bit by bit, and then wrote it down on his mobile phone, waiting to go out together in the afternoon to buy it.

Because the saddle bag Xu Anruo gave her was too expensive, Cheng Xiaomao insisted that she should pay for the purchase of these things.

Of course, since she paid, she could decide what style to buy and what style to decorate.

Xu Anruo wished it was like this, it would be so much easier.

It was noon soon.

Cheng Xiaomao counted again to see if there was anything missing, and then took Xu Anruo's hand and went out.

They had lunch together in the back street of Jiangda.

After lunch, they went straight to the market and started buying things, such as pillows, duvets, four-piece bedding sets, and then toiletries, slippers, towels, and couple's styles.

Finally, Cheng Xiaomao asked Xu Anruo if she wanted to buy some pots and pans, because there was a small kitchen stove with gas.

Xu Anruo asked her if she could cook?

She said no.

Xu Anruo said I couldn't either, so forget it.

Then Cheng Xiaomao said she could learn it, saying that if the two of them had such a small house, it would be a very happy thing to buy groceries and cook together.

But Xu Anruo still shook her head, saying that it was unnecessary, washing vegetables, dishes and pots was too troublesome, and the smoke was the most harmful to girls' skin.

Cheng Xiaomao still insisted, saying that it was okay once in a while, although she couldn't cook, she could make dumplings and noodles.

Xu Anruo couldn't resist, okay, then buy it!