I just reborn, how come I become a scumbag?

Chapter 192

Xu Anruo didn't remember how he fell asleep.

But his biological clock was extremely accurate.

At six o'clock the next day, he opened his eyes on time.

Because military training started today, Xu Anruo didn't plan to go out for a run. He stayed in bed, rubbing his eyebrows.

Then he subconsciously picked up his phone and opened QQ.

It seemed that he had forgotten a lot of things last night.

He forgot to tell Cheng Xiaomao that he couldn't stand it anymore and wanted to sleep.

He forgot to tell Tan Zijin to meet in the cafeteria at seven o'clock tomorrow morning.

But when he opened QQ, Xu Anruo was stunned.

Cheng Xiaomao sent a lot of messages.

"Xu Xiaogou, why don't you talk?"

"Are you asleep?"

"Xu Xiaogou?"

"Okay, it must be"

"Then good night, boyfriend"

Followed by a few cute expressions.

This paragraph was sent around eleven o'clock, when Xu Anruo was confused.

Then an hour later, just after twelve o'clock, Cheng Xuanyu sent two more messages:

"Xu Xiaogou?"

"I can't sleep"

Then it was after two o'clock.

Cheng Xuanyu sent a long text message:

"Xu Xiaogou should still be dreaming at this point, right? I just wonder what kind of dream he will have? Will I be in his dream? Hehe

I sent a message in the afternoon saying that I have a lot of things to say to Xu Xiaogou, but I am afraid that I will be shy and blush, and I will not be able to say it well, which will make you feel childish and long-winded

So I thought about it for a long time and decided to write it down so that you can see it when you wake up tomorrow morning

As for me, I have known you since I was very young, and I have been used to your presence by my side since a very early age, from memorizing, to kindergarten, to elementary school, middle school and high school

It's really magical when I think about it. When we were in school, we were divided into classes several times but couldn't separate us. When I turned around in class, I could see you. When I called Xu Anruo, you would look at me with a smile

As for you, it seems that you are always within my sight, as if you are a part of my life that I was born with. From the moment I came into this world, you have always been there, never gone away

When I was a child, I played house, and the happiest thing was to dress up as a bride for Xu Xiaogou.

I cried when I went to school for the first time, but I just held your hand.

When I moved at the age of nine, I was so sad. You said it was okay, remember to come to you when you were sad, but after a long time, I was always happy, and I thought your silly promise was so meaningless. It was not until now that I realized that with you around, how could I be sad?

Xu Anruo, do you think I was spoiled?

In the past, I seemed to take everything you gave me for granted.

I always felt that you would never leave, that you would come to comfort me if I was unhappy, and that you would appear as long as I missed you... many, many affirmations

But it was not until the day I filled in the application form that I realized that there was no such thing as granted in this world, there was only The kindness of one person to another, and the favored fool unconsciously

After that day, I have remembered and reflected on every word you said

So, Xu Anruo, now I want to tell you

The other side of the sea has been waiting, because the bluebird is the most important person in the life of the fool who realized it later

You asked me what the relationship between us is. It's not that there is no relationship. Now we are boyfriend and girlfriend

You also asked what I should do, but I have thought about this question for a long time. There are many answers, but I don’t know which one to say

Okay, then I will say what I want to say

It was my fault in the past, and it was Cheng Xiaomao who was sorry for Xu Xiaogou, so, for the rest of my life, I hope that my love can surpass your love, and this time, I will be very brave, the kind of bravery that will never look back and never look back! "

"Ah, it's already half past two"

" I still have something to say, but I'm so shy, what should I do? "

"Forget it, forget it, just say it all"

"Xu Xiaogou, you know, I still can't believe what happened today, I'm so afraid that I'm dreaming again

But you really hugged me, and you were so bold to hold my hand, and then it was not a big deal, we were really together

But I was so happy, I've never been so happy, it seems that I cried again

When I separated from you in the afternoon, I was thinking, how can it feel so good to be held by your hand, why can it feel so good to be with you, when you confessed to me before filling in the application form, I should have agreed regardless of everything

No, no, that's not right, Cheng Xiaomao was very stupid and bad at that time, and couldn't be a qualified girlfriend

Of course, Cheng Xiaomao still has many shortcomings now, but she will work hard, because it's also her first time to be Xu Xiaogou's girlfriendMy friend, please be patient with Cheng Xiaomao's boyfriend in the future.

Finally, I want to tell you that Xiaomao actually prefers you to be bolder, because Xiaomao has never been brave enough, and she still likes to rely on you. She likes to be spoiled, but she hopes to be guided to become the best Cheng Xiaomao in Xu Xiaogou's heart."

"Oh, I said a lot, I'm so shy."

"No, I have to go to bed, I have military training tomorrow."

"Good night, boyfriend."

"Didn't you ask me about my dream? I'll tell you, the dreams are all the same, you are in them, hehe"

"No, I really need to sleep"

...

I read all the way.

Xu Anruo's heart melted again.

He smiled, sometimes shook his head, sometimes sighed, hey, hey!

Then, inexplicably, Xu Anruo pinched his thigh hard.

Damn, it hurts!

I'm really reborn!

It's really not the last reflection of lying on the hospital bed with tubes inserted all over my body after a car accident!

In fact, every time Xu Anruo experienced a relationship in his previous life, he couldn't help but think, what would happen if he and Cheng Xuanyu were really together?

He couldn't think of it.

I don't know what it would be like.

He hoped it would be very sweet and beautiful OK.

But I was afraid that I couldn't resist the reality, and the day we were together became the beginning of all the beautiful disillusionment.

So this little thing of being together is sometimes easy, but sometimes it's so difficult.

Xu Anruo read Cheng Xiaomao's message again.

Then I found that Cheng Xuanyu never mentioned his attitude towards her before, and never said a word against Xu Anruo.

Take a deep breath.

Xu Anruo took screenshots one by one and saved them.

When replying to the message, I typed and edited again, but I still overturned and deleted it, and finally replied:

"I fell asleep last night because of the alcohol"

"Don't eat tonight"

"Wait for me! "

If it wasn't the first day of military training today, Xu Anruo would have wanted to go to the Normal University to find her right now.

After sending the message, he waited for a while, but Cheng Xuanyu didn't reply. It was obvious that she slept too late and hadn't gotten up yet.

Hey, they are just together, but she can't sleep? And she sent so many messages to hurt Xu Anruo's heart??

It's really annoying!

At this time, the phone vibrated.