69novels Chapter 760 I always have nightmares
Chapter 760 I always have nightmares
"Mom should love herself more than me. I don't want to be someone my mom loves more than me!"
Mom should love herself more than others, instead of just loving me, otherwise she will be very miserable.
"Okay, Mom was wrong, so what do you want to do now?"
"Accompany Mommy...accompany Mommy to look at this little thing together."
"How about giving this little guy a name? I think it's cute, but it has a weird meaning..."
"I don't know what to call it. How about calling it the rain?"
"Okay, then let's call it rain, the rain that rains."
"Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu, this is your name, cute Xiaoyu."
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"Cute Xiaoyu, oh, it's so soft when you touch it, it's so cute when you pat it, like a ball!"
"It's really cute..." The skin on her body is very soft and smooth, and it feels very comfortable to touch. Although there is a little bit of unpleasant smell of snowflakes on her body, it is mostly a light smell of grass and trees, a very comfortable smell.
"Speaking of which, does Mom like these little things that can't talk?"
The tone was calm, but one could sense a difference.
"I like it very much, but mommy likes it more. The little ones who can listen to mommy and talk more are really cute."
"Well... Mom thinks I'm cute and likes me very much, right?"
Staring into those beautiful eyes, I nodded and said, "Yes, I like you very much."
"Mom loves you so much! I've always thought your eyes are beautiful and I love the subtle, beautiful scent of you..."
It's a very special smell, just like a beautiful flower, a smell that is hard to separate.
"Mom, what is alive?"
I have been thinking about what is alive and what is dead for a long time, but I have no way to think about it.
"Am I alive?"
"Huh? Mom is alive." Why ask this question? I can't think of any answer at all.
"Then you are alive, because I love you. Maybe the world is fake, but love must be real. I have always loved you... You think I am real, so you are real too."
Because I love you, and because you think I am real, you are real too.
"Well... maybe when I'm a little older, I'll understand. Mom, can I lean on you for a while? You smell so good."
Let the child lean on him, and he was holding a small slime, well, he was holding a big small slime...
It's cute no matter what. Of course we should be gentle with such a cute life, right?
"If Mom leaves, you will definitely be able to make everything fine, right? Mom only asks you one thing, if Mom leaves inexplicably, please prepare everything... Mom believes you can make everything fine."
Mom will make sure everything is alright...
"Mom, don't leave. I told you not to leave..."
I said, don't leave, don't leave me!
"Hmm..." When I'm next to you, I always have a strange feeling, as if you will kill me. It's really strange. Will you really kill me?
Falling asleep again holding my child, what kind of dream is this?
The child in the dream was hugging me and crying, tears kept falling on my face, but my eyes had lost all their luster. Oh, am I dead?
Death is a very normal thing. Nolinxi can understand it and face it, so he is not angry.
But the child's despair was obvious. Staring intently at the child's despair, the other person's eyes were unfocused and he was crying quietly, silently, in silence...
"I'm sorry, Mom. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do this. I clearly wanted you to live well... That's why I wanted you to live well, and that's why I worked so hard. Why?"
The other person's tone revealed such intense sadness. Are you in pain? Are you afraid? It's okay, it won't be that painful...
Looking at my own death, a chill pierced my chest. Oh, I think I still want to touch her head...
Is this the location of the snowy mountains? It is indeed very cold, but there shouldn't be such a big ice spike piercing my chest directly.
That's weird, isn't it?
I could easily die, but I definitely wouldn't die like this...
"this is not your fault……"
Who is this? How strange, have I seen you before? This person is familiar yet strange. Familiar hair color, familiar eyes, familiar look, strange demeanor, strange tone of voice, strange smell...
"This is my fault. Why did I work so hard because I wanted my mother to live well, but this is the result?" It seems that I tried my best, but there was no good result. Isn't this a very, very normal thing?
It is normal that hard work does not necessarily lead to results. In this world, if we work hard, we will get results. How amazing is that.
The world is never reasonable, it's all the same, isn't it?
"Mom said you did nothing wrong, Mom said you did nothing wrong..."
"Shut up! Stop trying to comfort me in that tone. If I do something wrong, blame me, scold me, instead of comforting me like this..."
"You did nothing wrong, and my death was not directly caused by you. Could it be that you have an icy-hearted divine eye? Because you couldn't control the power well, you pierced me?" Looking at the other person from the side, smiling gently, his hand passed through the other person's head. Oh, what a strange dream. Such a dream must be an ordinary dream.
When I woke up from the dream, I subconsciously looked at the child. Yes, he was still in the same state. I reached out and slowly rubbed his head. It was so comfortable and warm...
"Is Mommy awake?" The child's voice was very low, and because he was not fully awake, he was a little sleepy.
"Mom had a strange nightmare, but it doesn't matter, everything is over. Oh, did I sleep in a daze all night like this? It's amazing. Mom is a little groggy, and the sun outside hasn't risen yet. I can sleep a little longer." I woke up too early and didn't fall into a deep sleep because of the nightmare.
Nightmares are scary... After all, the child in the dream is in so much pain, why is my child in so much pain?
When a child suffers because of you, they can already experience equal pain. It shouldn't be like this, right? It should be happy...
It’s so painful to lose a happy child.