69novels Chapter 692: Can I really become a normal person?
Chapter 692: Can I really become a normal person?
"Lord Nolinxi?"
"Ok?"
"I've always felt that you're not in good condition recently, but it seems that there's nothing wrong with you. Maybe it's just my premonition, so I hope you pay attention to it recently!"
She always cares for other people's children so tenderly. Thinking of this, she smiled gently: "Don't worry, I will take good care of myself!"
With the help of drugs, it should be possible to delay it for three years, which is almost half the time originally planned...
Naturally, we will seek help and need to train a qualified person who can inherit this place, but it is best to find a child. Most children will not be taught these things specifically...
It felt a bit like what the previous servant had done, but unlike the other one, it was done under the children's wishes.
"Mom...you've been feeling unwell lately, haven't you?"
"…It's okay if it's just a little bit. It doesn't hurt that much."
The puppet was born from the most powerful force in the world. It could easily sense the flow of most elemental forces, and even the power of the earth veins. The smell of decay from the abyss on its body had already reached a point that could not be ignored...
"Mother……"
The doll should have comforted her, but she couldn't think of any words to comfort her, so she reached out and stroked the other's head, just like she did every time she was unhappy or sad.
Bruno Linxi thought that since it works for children, it must be effective for adults as well.
I don’t understand what the child is thinking, but I feel a little headache about this head that hasn’t been touched for some days. The other person is obviously too innocent and too cute. What will the future be like this?
I feel a little sad about the future again...
"I'm thinking about something very important, so I'm a little tired. Although my physical condition is not very good, I can still hold on for a while. By the way, what book are you reading recently?"
"This one has kittens and fairy tales!"
This is a book I wrote myself. It is too familiar...
"Which one do you like best?"
"I like the one about before happily ever after the moon comes the most, but why... Mom, why can't some people see before happily ever after the moon comes?"
"Let me think about how to answer you. Often this is a way of expressing tragedy. Dying before happiness arrives is more sympathetic than living in misery all the time, or suddenly suffering in happiness..."
“What is empathy?”
"Well... just like you are crying because of me now."
"I don't understand, but if mom wants to see me cry, you can."
"I don't want my little Bruno Linxi to cry because of me!" Mom gently touched the round head again. The hair was soft. Dolls don't have natural metabolism, but some clever ideas were made to allow the hair to grow naturally without odor and dandruff, because dolls don't sweat...
Dolls don't sweat, and they don't have bad odors like humans do. They are always in great shape.
"The reason for crying is because of sadness..."
"There are also a small number of people who will cry because they are too excited or happy. I will tell you in the future... We still have a long time to spend together!"
"Yes." Just obey the order. Thinking of this, the puppet watched quietly, knowing that the four-character thing was its name, but it didn't understand what the name meant.
"One day in the future, you will feel happy for the blooming flowers and shed tears for the beautiful emotions. Then you will be a person who is forever happy!"
What is happiness? My mother said that it is something sweeter than candy. It should taste good. Maybe after eating it, you will feel the beauty of life.
What is life?
The puppet could not understand why people were afraid of death, because they were born inexplicably, and would they also leave this body inexplicably? Just like most ordinary people...
"Mom hopes that I will always be happy, and I also hope that Mom will always be happy." Is this sentence out of emotion? I don't know, but the mother really smiled, this is right, thinking of this, the child showed a gentle smile...
Is it right to think about this? Is it right to think like this? Think about it over and over again. Think about it over and over again.
"Wait until the day you truly have emotions..." I have always understood that this puppet is not a real human being. The other party also has a soul, but I cannot truly understand and love it.
There is a small problem. I don't know why, but I can't really have emotions...
Maybe it's just a minor health problem, or maybe I just don't feel enough love, and it will be enough after a while, right?
If only a little more time passed, allowing the other person to truly understand you more, allowing the other person to understand more emotions like a normal child, perhaps it would be enough?
Even if it is a piece of stone, there will always be a day when it will be warmed up. This is what we have been persisting in...
Will the future be what we want? No one knows, but we hope to teach each other what is moral, what should not be done, and what should be done.
There will be an hour-long knowledge course every day, which is to teach each other what is morality, what is good and evil, and what are boundaries.
The child may not be able to fully understand it, but the three views have been initially established, and the awe of life has gradually begun to arise.
"I like the saying, 'Treat others the way you want others to treat you.'"
"I don't want others to disturb me, complain to me, or get angry at me, so I shouldn't treat others like that, right?"
"Unless your relationship is strong enough, I don't recommend this."
Complaining too frequently can also destroy close relationships.
"……Um."
This child has no so-called friends. He is too out of tune with most of the other children. The only person he can talk to is himself and the teacher who teaches him.
"Would you like to chat with the teacher?"
"Will it bother you at this time?"
"Today's class is over. I won't disturb you. But you'd better bring something with you. This way, I'm not just complaining or disturbing you, but I'm hoping to share with you."
I followed my family's example and cut a small plate of fruit. I looked at the cut apples and somehow the tip of the knife cut my finger, but no blood came out. It was just like when the skin of the apple was cut open...
"Bunolinshi?!"